#20

I just came back from camp...3 days ago



After photoshoping and uploading pictures to facebook i found the strength to blog about my experience



this will be my last time numbering by blog title, and you know what , it feels like liberty.



as many as you know my first choice in PD is not to be in MAD camp but with a bunch of college mate



but deep down i feel somehow obligated or in guilt if i didn't attend MAd camp, it just grips me.



feeling all sour inside i gave no expectations but to rest myself and have no intentions to join the youth group.



i brought my camera and packed light, wearing a brown hat with a ready to crash look .



arriving there the surprise came by news from my college mates side



Me:hows the beach there



Jacky or Dayton: (interpretation) Shit



Me: mine looks great, how bout i go to your place when your having BBQ



Jacky or Dayton: Sure, my place(10 min drive from Golden Straights)



Me: taxi cost allot.will see how it goes later



i have to say though the plus side is the great looking beach i had



the food they serve in my place is (lack of a better /nicer word) Shit



but that is all that in a side...

I found myself blessed again

God gave me something on those 3 days i was hoping to fill for 6 months...(end #20)

#19

It's been awhile now since


i quit both of my job, with permission la


And i think i learn from both experience equally


'SHIT was so boring and hard out there, i wanna go back college'

that how would i have told people when i was working


but really it open my horizons, is also because of Project Barnabas

That i chose to open up on the idea of a private business venture or some sort.

also because i need money to upgrade stuff

just a reminder to self: Screen for desktop
laptop battery
SDRAM
windows 7( covered but still)
new t-shirts(wardrob getting rusty)
savings( super important)