Birthday Gathering

Don't really want to post again but since is my birthday post...Heck.





I had my Bday gathering yesterday in Chilies with old school peeps,


i have to say it didn't turn out the numbers i prayed for-_-''


i can't blame anyone or even condemn for yesterdays 'mistake'


but it was Nice .

Goofs

GOLD RUSH CHINA

Interestingly i never thought china will rise up for the challenge ,but they owning everyone! America is trying to catch up, Malaysia has nothing and japan & Australia are not doing well enough. I'm starting to watch weightlifting both men and women division, allot owned by china. All that drama,yet i get to see the replays only.got some Pict's this week i wanna post, i think I'll start posting videos like a vlog,if anyone still wanna do it?

Elliots Bday

HIs in the middel

Feed

IVAN,RAZEL,RACHEL

MY KUNG FU PANDA(Dont sue me)

Boom De Ah Dah!

It's SUMMER time,Really?

I've left blogging alone for a month now and I'm so happy to come back and add some words now to my 'BlogLife' .

Seriously bz, for those people who work and do art. How? and find my work improving but not the level I'm aiming for yet, reports are the easiest for me , the work for theory design is enlightening in a way i learn how I've stupidly mix colors and forms carelessly .i suppose i wasn't born with an art sense but thank god I'm a fast learner.

i like leading my team, is great you get a hold on leadership .but is difficult to know how to work with a leader and not get in their authority. I'm starting to get a find grip in the world of design and hope to improve way beyond my expectation cos really I've no idea my potential, i view my work as a steeping stone of self discovery and i am happy to know the road has always been paved by good works and perseverance.
things start getting clearer when you start walking . like a good quote states. an obstacle is something that catches your eye so you are reflected away from your goal. keep your eye on the ball.

I'm planing to change my blog skin but noting in the web suits what i want, anybody know one with artistic trance/ modern house music vibe?

Monday

It's the start of the holiday and I'm bored already, I'm just gonna lay back here and be lazy for awhile.Heres a little number from Genting and my TEETH?

College break

The 1st term of my class has ended and i have 3 weeks to get away form workaholic stress. there are allot of assignment and assessment works i really want to post for the next blog update, some epic win and some really crappy sad works, but that's OK coz I'm still improving my design skills , which Mr j pointed out i have but I'm not putting enough effort in my drawing studio works. ill be working even in the break time i have . allot to work on and allot of mamaks to go, even though i still going to get my bracers this Saturday .so happy to go Genting and crash there for 2 nights, should i bring Hennessy?

I'm sad

I got to choose,life is about choice, assessment or MAD camp, I would go to mad if i were decisive , but in reality is assessment. so if i were a man of choice and freedom, which 1 would i pick.

MALE by birth, MAN by choice

Fridays message for Y.A.was THE best I've ever been and experience , not just life changing and empowering but a test of self awareness ,responsibility, relationship and your balls. If you (guys) really want to be self aware and have a good relationship with your family , friends , girlfriends , wife ,mistress....joke, go ahead and ask a girl that knows you very well, get a pen and paper, and ask her what i wrong with your personality , how you look , your problems that may offend people, just anything that you can change your self , put it in a list, and start doing something about it. It only works with the opposite sex, no point asking a guy just so he well make every mistake look OK and cool.

Been really stress too these days , assignment after another, i had no sleep for 3 days straight this week , i really need to work on momentum. i finish a piece with charcoal for the nature exhibition next week. It's a waterfall, if i didn't tell you wont know, SAD.

Water Fall ,RM100-50

Today my dad brought me and my bro to Bangsar to get some art stuff than we makan in this restaurant name CIPOLLA or something, got a pizza , jug of beer to RELEASE stress, and out of the blue Drake got a bloody marry, his friend told him it was a good Mexican drink, dad told him is a girls drink, i told him i was offended by the name. but in the end he drank it but he hate the salty / sour tropical taste. What a FAG drink, THANK GOD FOR BEER.

BLOODY FAG

It's a MAN thing

I found out a minute ago that i blog averagely 1 week once, which is really to little for an average blogger, that has to do with time but i cant excuse myself for not having free time until i viewed AUREA blog, her schedule can make a grown MAN weep.





Which brings me to the topic of MANHOOD(shock sendiri moment). No not that literal, i just came back from church for YA, and Pastor Reuben was preaching about being a MAN, which was also entertaining, but that's not the point , guys if u really want to know your stand between being a BOY and a MAN. come next Friday to HSG church at 8pm.

("BE A MAN,DO THE RIGHT THING" Russell peters impersonating a Chinese store owner.)




And college is still a full time commitment, so much so that i sometimes have trouble going to other classes because of other classes assignments, like today i was late for drawing studio for i was doing a 3D modeling project which was finish in the very last given minute, which also manage to look nice thanks to Brian's big crab. Which the word 'CRAB' is hard not to accidentally sound like 'CRAP'.Kyren is worried that i might be facing something bad which i will reassure her that I'm fine, just need to be more of a MAN.

MY SCORPIO

CANCER VS SCORPIO=KINGDOM

SOME COOL 3D WORKS NEXT ASSESSMENT .

Injured

Pain is what i felt most of the time yesterday as my feet was crying out when i got unlucky.Is funny and realy sad at the same time , i was C walking ,YES, CRIP WALKING.So insane that i hurt myself and have to walk with a stick....and using a WHEELCHAIR in BANGSAR VILLAGE>-<. anyways i think it will heal fast. here's some picture, I'm too lazy and in pain to write .

Fitness gameplan

Feel pretty weak this days, what would you expect if your daily diet is mostly mamak stores MEE GORENG and chicken rice, i feel like in any minute now my stomach will bleed acid, and my daily exercise is walking to LRT than RAPID than HOME. Feel like a dirty sagging rag,UGH.

Here is a list:(daily)
50 push ups
50 sit ups
normal 5min streach
(weekly)
running 15-20 min

For food:
carbo (MIN)
meat(more)
cal(more)
fish(more)

goal:
less waist
weight 75kg
look healty
healty= hot
hot=girls
girls= (AH screw it)

planing to follow through for 1 month. starts today.

Fittnes game plan

JUsT to FLY

I having mix feeling this passing weeks , some good some bad, some love some hate, things just rolls with you through time and the bottom line is this :I HATE ASSIGNMENTS . Not relay hate because I'm lazy but because i just dint like doing things and just not putting passion into it, life is never going to decelerate ,but that's how i want it to be , cos i know I'm in the right phat of the succeeding road, even though the 3D modeling assignment was to be a piece of (dirty rag),



i learn something that i should have put in my head a long time ago. NEVER WORK TILL 4AM. and do it like you mean it. never got scold by lecturer actually but my older friend Nicole who thing I'm too irresponsible , and i cant take her other blames on me because i was tired as hell, but she was RIGHT, I'm a really mess up PIG. she didn't say that la, learn allot of stuff anyway.



MORE are coming , I'm leading a team for art history, doing some 3d figures again, and must go CF tomorrow morning, and today's student body meeting to me .... and us all in class was really nothing and useless , no candidate for foundation presidency>.<.

Oh and i only got to know that Christina moved to Melbourne, so silent, i wonder how... anyways cheers for her and wish her good luck in her new environment,and god speed.

world I desire

It's fucked up when things go wrong,

It's fucked up when people start to lose control,

And i ain't saying the world is against me,

I'm just saying it sucks to be me,

living like this just makes you wanna die,

but life again is the spirit that keep us alive,

screw the fucked up thought of being out off the picture.

if i wanted to change i look into the mirror,

to see the future is like looking for pain,

but looking for light is easy when your awake for this pain,

it's insane what i have to go through just to be the master ,

I'm not even the master of my domain but there will be a new chapter,


when i look upon my faults and impurity but I'll change ,

is like being reborn again in this world ,

when i look up on the heavens I'm looking for an answer,

so help me so lord when I'm going threw fire,

this burning desire to look for the joy,

for the smile that can light up any weather,

is the passion , i have so much love ,

people who aren't getting this , but i want to give it,

the seed that has been planted in me is growing,

so much so I'm producing enough for the people,

i wanna tell the world whats inside me,

is the love of my father , his people, my hero,my gift from him.

He feeds me enough to fulfil my soul,

this power is too much , I'm losing control,

but i still remember what this gift was given to Begin with.

i hope my life is to be with you to know you,

that everyone in the world, IT CRAZY,

but the truth has been told ,

I love you all so SEE YOU TOMORROW.

Appreciate design

2 week of college and already rushing for dateline. i can live with that cos from the first day of the course we were suppose to put our standards really high and are expected to be real professional designers, sound so good but really really hard.Like everyone(mostly) i class , we had a problem in sketching , not because we cant draw at all, is because we cant sketch coz we don't know sketch because we were never thought to sketch because i wasn't professional because Malaysian education sucks! like the fish portrait i draw, lecturer didn't like it because it isn't close to sketching at all.He TOLD ME HARD ITS 'DRAWING'

Oh swear to god i got so dumb and mad cos i spent 15min on it. NVM. anyway i got new pictures with new people.I'm lazy to write already cos i got 3 assignment to do.

And a preview of PMK

College (think beyond the box)

As a kid growing up in kl , college in my dirty sick mind is like spiritual heaven where u live in a dorm with dude and smelly stuff glue in every possible physical area of space and every one just holding up a can of nameless cheap beer drinking like a lifeless Paris Hilton vomiting guts out with a Nicole pulling her wet blond hair , and girls just hanging around having a wet t -shirt competition got no brain cell left cos they left it with the ones who took their virginity. And then came Pj CAD (college of arts and design)( in pj)

Here is a college so small and nameless where i have to take a bus and a LRT for an HOUR travel. look plain on everything aka (building ,lectures,classes) , my dreams of a wild life shattered like my spm(plain and useless).

thats not the end though, because on the very first course on the timetable on the first day , I have made everyone in s1t1 group b almost family, wanna know how.U donno , i donno, they donno, GOD knows how.and friends are made in heaven. And we are now the most active group of foundationist ever in the history of pjcad. and i love it when things work together. theres even a CF, YES YATA.and i care about my class because i am a caring guy(cough now if you want). UH..about the PMK post for people who think im a realy shitter for not doing it by now....im sry guys. i just havent found the right material to write yet . so SRY LA k.CHILL la.here is SOME pict . ONLY.

Sweet>.<(cheesey)

First i have to apologise to the people and myself for not blogging for DECADES since no thanks to the F up old pc i had, and finaly it can rest on it low tech grave MUHAHAHA im not evil .my blog will be more intresting because i now havewith me. sweEEEEEEt 3.2 mega pix cyber shot phone camera. oh i like it when i describe it make me want to hold it and touch it and use it and blah blah blah..... uh. bye.

Tagged by aurea

T.A.G.Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 questions. Tag 8 persons.

Questions:1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?SLEEP


2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?Join HSG church


3. What do you wish to have now?JobT-T


4. How should the world be seen?In many directions


5. What have you realized recently?Job hard to findT-T



6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?Cant change time>o<



7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?Think about it.. sleep..get angry..calm down ... THAN Fix it



8. What are you afraid of the most?ROACH


9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?Yes, but i don't like that feeling



10. When you meet someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?The probability of me professing to my love is 1/3 of me hiding it


11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.FAKES, BITCHES ,FAGS


12. What is loneliness?When you cant turn to anyone for comfort


13. Are you satisfied with your life now?NOt yet



14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?LONG LOng time ago...in a far far away planet



15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?BEACH


16. Do you feel that you're beautiful/handsome now?OK(LA)(ish)


17. If you have one wish that'll come true, what is it?Reunion


.18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?no...Wait...boot campT-T


19. If the World is going to end, what will you do?PRAY

20. Your thoughts of the moment?I want to sleep (bloody 4am)

TAG:
shannon
lancerie
lianne
pizza
jelly
sheau
alex
ben

JOB HUNTER

Today i was in mid valley try to look for vacancies , i was walking all over THE GARDENS and MID with my bro. It took us one and a half hour till my Very luckily got a job, and i can't understand who he got the job in COMIC M.A.R.T OoOHoly Shit. He got the job because he has GREAT YUGIOH &MAGIC card knowledge. I was with him when he was interviewed by the boss, and i was siting there listening......DUH!!warhammer, DC & MARVEL, MAGIC & YUGIOH. He got really pump up & its his first job too. Sadly all i get is 5 coming interviews.

a teddy bear store in THE GARDENS

SUB

ANIME SHOP

KAKIMOTOR

a clothing shop in 2st flour

Hah, hope they call quick . i want kerja cepat>.<

Resolution 2008

IT seems like everyone is putting their resolutions in blog so i myself should do it, what else should i blog anyway...

RESOLUTION 2008

1)Get realy fit body

2)Get realy good job

3)Work realy hard

4)Change image

5)Learn to do a windmill

6)Get a 4k+ notebook from DELL

7)Get bracesT-T

8)Find college

There will be more wishes day after day but i hope to fulfill all the above .Good luck PPL^-^(gay smile)