Injured

Pain is what i felt most of the time yesterday as my feet was crying out when i got unlucky.Is funny and realy sad at the same time , i was C walking ,YES, CRIP WALKING.So insane that i hurt myself and have to walk with a stick....and using a WHEELCHAIR in BANGSAR VILLAGE>-<. anyways i think it will heal fast. here's some picture, I'm too lazy and in pain to write .

Fitness gameplan

Feel pretty weak this days, what would you expect if your daily diet is mostly mamak stores MEE GORENG and chicken rice, i feel like in any minute now my stomach will bleed acid, and my daily exercise is walking to LRT than RAPID than HOME. Feel like a dirty sagging rag,UGH.

Here is a list:(daily)
50 push ups
50 sit ups
normal 5min streach
(weekly)
running 15-20 min

For food:
carbo (MIN)
meat(more)
cal(more)
fish(more)

goal:
less waist
weight 75kg
look healty
healty= hot
hot=girls
girls= (AH screw it)

planing to follow through for 1 month. starts today.

Fittnes game plan

JUsT to FLY

I having mix feeling this passing weeks , some good some bad, some love some hate, things just rolls with you through time and the bottom line is this :I HATE ASSIGNMENTS . Not relay hate because I'm lazy but because i just dint like doing things and just not putting passion into it, life is never going to decelerate ,but that's how i want it to be , cos i know I'm in the right phat of the succeeding road, even though the 3D modeling assignment was to be a piece of (dirty rag),



i learn something that i should have put in my head a long time ago. NEVER WORK TILL 4AM. and do it like you mean it. never got scold by lecturer actually but my older friend Nicole who thing I'm too irresponsible , and i cant take her other blames on me because i was tired as hell, but she was RIGHT, I'm a really mess up PIG. she didn't say that la, learn allot of stuff anyway.



MORE are coming , I'm leading a team for art history, doing some 3d figures again, and must go CF tomorrow morning, and today's student body meeting to me .... and us all in class was really nothing and useless , no candidate for foundation presidency>.<.

Oh and i only got to know that Christina moved to Melbourne, so silent, i wonder how... anyways cheers for her and wish her good luck in her new environment,and god speed.

world I desire

It's fucked up when things go wrong,

It's fucked up when people start to lose control,

And i ain't saying the world is against me,

I'm just saying it sucks to be me,

living like this just makes you wanna die,

but life again is the spirit that keep us alive,

screw the fucked up thought of being out off the picture.

if i wanted to change i look into the mirror,

to see the future is like looking for pain,

but looking for light is easy when your awake for this pain,

it's insane what i have to go through just to be the master ,

I'm not even the master of my domain but there will be a new chapter,


when i look upon my faults and impurity but I'll change ,

is like being reborn again in this world ,

when i look up on the heavens I'm looking for an answer,

so help me so lord when I'm going threw fire,

this burning desire to look for the joy,

for the smile that can light up any weather,

is the passion , i have so much love ,

people who aren't getting this , but i want to give it,

the seed that has been planted in me is growing,

so much so I'm producing enough for the people,

i wanna tell the world whats inside me,

is the love of my father , his people, my hero,my gift from him.

He feeds me enough to fulfil my soul,

this power is too much , I'm losing control,

but i still remember what this gift was given to Begin with.

i hope my life is to be with you to know you,

that everyone in the world, IT CRAZY,

but the truth has been told ,

I love you all so SEE YOU TOMORROW.

Appreciate design

2 week of college and already rushing for dateline. i can live with that cos from the first day of the course we were suppose to put our standards really high and are expected to be real professional designers, sound so good but really really hard.Like everyone(mostly) i class , we had a problem in sketching , not because we cant draw at all, is because we cant sketch coz we don't know sketch because we were never thought to sketch because i wasn't professional because Malaysian education sucks! like the fish portrait i draw, lecturer didn't like it because it isn't close to sketching at all.He TOLD ME HARD ITS 'DRAWING'

Oh swear to god i got so dumb and mad cos i spent 15min on it. NVM. anyway i got new pictures with new people.I'm lazy to write already cos i got 3 assignment to do.

And a preview of PMK

College (think beyond the box)

As a kid growing up in kl , college in my dirty sick mind is like spiritual heaven where u live in a dorm with dude and smelly stuff glue in every possible physical area of space and every one just holding up a can of nameless cheap beer drinking like a lifeless Paris Hilton vomiting guts out with a Nicole pulling her wet blond hair , and girls just hanging around having a wet t -shirt competition got no brain cell left cos they left it with the ones who took their virginity. And then came Pj CAD (college of arts and design)( in pj)

Here is a college so small and nameless where i have to take a bus and a LRT for an HOUR travel. look plain on everything aka (building ,lectures,classes) , my dreams of a wild life shattered like my spm(plain and useless).

thats not the end though, because on the very first course on the timetable on the first day , I have made everyone in s1t1 group b almost family, wanna know how.U donno , i donno, they donno, GOD knows how.and friends are made in heaven. And we are now the most active group of foundationist ever in the history of pjcad. and i love it when things work together. theres even a CF, YES YATA.and i care about my class because i am a caring guy(cough now if you want). UH..about the PMK post for people who think im a realy shitter for not doing it by now....im sry guys. i just havent found the right material to write yet . so SRY LA k.CHILL la.here is SOME pict . ONLY.