I'm sad

I got to choose,life is about choice, assessment or MAD camp, I would go to mad if i were decisive , but in reality is assessment. so if i were a man of choice and freedom, which 1 would i pick.

MALE by birth, MAN by choice

Fridays message for Y.A.was THE best I've ever been and experience , not just life changing and empowering but a test of self awareness ,responsibility, relationship and your balls. If you (guys) really want to be self aware and have a good relationship with your family , friends , girlfriends , wife ,mistress....joke, go ahead and ask a girl that knows you very well, get a pen and paper, and ask her what i wrong with your personality , how you look , your problems that may offend people, just anything that you can change your self , put it in a list, and start doing something about it. It only works with the opposite sex, no point asking a guy just so he well make every mistake look OK and cool.

Been really stress too these days , assignment after another, i had no sleep for 3 days straight this week , i really need to work on momentum. i finish a piece with charcoal for the nature exhibition next week. It's a waterfall, if i didn't tell you wont know, SAD.

Water Fall ,RM100-50

Today my dad brought me and my bro to Bangsar to get some art stuff than we makan in this restaurant name CIPOLLA or something, got a pizza , jug of beer to RELEASE stress, and out of the blue Drake got a bloody marry, his friend told him it was a good Mexican drink, dad told him is a girls drink, i told him i was offended by the name. but in the end he drank it but he hate the salty / sour tropical taste. What a FAG drink, THANK GOD FOR BEER.

BLOODY FAG

It's a MAN thing

I found out a minute ago that i blog averagely 1 week once, which is really to little for an average blogger, that has to do with time but i cant excuse myself for not having free time until i viewed AUREA blog, her schedule can make a grown MAN weep.





Which brings me to the topic of MANHOOD(shock sendiri moment). No not that literal, i just came back from church for YA, and Pastor Reuben was preaching about being a MAN, which was also entertaining, but that's not the point , guys if u really want to know your stand between being a BOY and a MAN. come next Friday to HSG church at 8pm.

("BE A MAN,DO THE RIGHT THING" Russell peters impersonating a Chinese store owner.)




And college is still a full time commitment, so much so that i sometimes have trouble going to other classes because of other classes assignments, like today i was late for drawing studio for i was doing a 3D modeling project which was finish in the very last given minute, which also manage to look nice thanks to Brian's big crab. Which the word 'CRAB' is hard not to accidentally sound like 'CRAP'.Kyren is worried that i might be facing something bad which i will reassure her that I'm fine, just need to be more of a MAN.

MY SCORPIO

CANCER VS SCORPIO=KINGDOM

SOME COOL 3D WORKS NEXT ASSESSMENT .