So waisted

nothing fresh

nothing intriguing

I'm just gonna have to make do with some thoughts

i wonder why is everything , motion, actions, thoughts, so slow so grey.

is like there isn't enough sunshine in my face to wake me up in the morning

waking up at the wrong side of the floor maybe

even the weather plays tricks with the critters

maybe this year isn't the year for me

this is just another meaningless years like i had before

i hate being me right now, so dull not edgy and thought just leaves me like the waste of skin and hair

if i could do something different and i hope i always do things that way

is to value time and its tranquility

Lantern night

I like Chinese festivals, i do.

The family gathering , the food, the cousins and doing some illegal stuff once in a while.

but things do get less interesting when you grow up, it seems to get worst every year, but i think the smaller children will still enjoy them more then me.

my aunt toke out a box of old stuff left behind from decades of lantern/Chinese festivals and i found my old lanterns i use to run around with when i was a kid, and is really cheesy too, a Batman lantern in a flying position, i call it now SuperBatman a design so awkward only Chinese lantern designer could sell. At least it's more cooler than a Ben 10 lantern haha.

I had fun trying to line up the candles on card boxes, me and my young cousin sister made a Heart shape and " I LOV U" letter, it's a little childish but what else can i do in front of the kids.
we also enjoy playing the"POPS" but my bro had a better idea long time ago and burn a whole bag of them "POPS" so it makes lots of sound faster.

Moon cakes has become an issue for me, they seem to evolve every season , it started with different paste like green tea and coffee or coconut flavor. then made them to ice-creams, then mini moon cakes then etc. i tried Starbucks version, really it was good but there like 15bucks a piece. Durian was unbearable . and jelly was, well i never liked jelly so i won't make this harsh.

Wednesday Thrusday

This is an unusual day

Hawaii and Indonesia having large earth quake at the same day...maybe..

good chance to blog it up,

God im bored.

Two weeks of freedom to suffer in boredom

The title says it all.

next break would be worst and ill last a month.

hey on a brighter note

Im writing in my blog.

see what i did there.

haha.

Back to college

As expected it was a ruff stuff coming back.

some bad omen if you will is going on with the SBO team.

i just got the news that EM was frozen, not allot of attention is paid in that department.

Cf isn't rising nor is it going to get any easier to run , i expected that long time ago and am ready to face those obstacles with full force and enthusiasm.

on a lighter note.

i'm back in college ^^

#20

I just came back from camp...3 days ago



After photoshoping and uploading pictures to facebook i found the strength to blog about my experience



this will be my last time numbering by blog title, and you know what , it feels like liberty.



as many as you know my first choice in PD is not to be in MAD camp but with a bunch of college mate



but deep down i feel somehow obligated or in guilt if i didn't attend MAd camp, it just grips me.



feeling all sour inside i gave no expectations but to rest myself and have no intentions to join the youth group.



i brought my camera and packed light, wearing a brown hat with a ready to crash look .



arriving there the surprise came by news from my college mates side



Me:hows the beach there



Jacky or Dayton: (interpretation) Shit



Me: mine looks great, how bout i go to your place when your having BBQ



Jacky or Dayton: Sure, my place(10 min drive from Golden Straights)



Me: taxi cost allot.will see how it goes later



i have to say though the plus side is the great looking beach i had



the food they serve in my place is (lack of a better /nicer word) Shit



but that is all that in a side...

I found myself blessed again

God gave me something on those 3 days i was hoping to fill for 6 months...(end #20)

#19

It's been awhile now since


i quit both of my job, with permission la


And i think i learn from both experience equally


'SHIT was so boring and hard out there, i wanna go back college'

that how would i have told people when i was working


but really it open my horizons, is also because of Project Barnabas

That i chose to open up on the idea of a private business venture or some sort.

also because i need money to upgrade stuff

just a reminder to self: Screen for desktop
laptop battery
SDRAM
windows 7( covered but still)
new t-shirts(wardrob getting rusty)
savings( super important)