Sunday, May 31, 2009

#18

I had one of those bad day yesterday and i want to admit clearly i was wrong

in church i had to meet nicki up to dicuss about camp book

before that john told me to bring jason and vincet home

i told him i could if he comes along because i never driven to desa petaling

he didn't, after putting those two down the apartment i was left shitless

i had no idea were i'm suppose to go and end up in the high way to kl

all the way i was swearing and cursing and hoping to punch the shit out of john when i see him

i was lost , panicking and almost knocked a taxi

and when i came back to meet nicki i was in sour mood

and wasn't listening to what she said but i know my work is done

i pack off and left, not even looking at her face.

but the truth is i was able to forgive john for his mistake

and i thought i couldn't face the incident on the road but i toke it as a lesson

i feel bad then that i left the work i'm suppose to do

i guess i'll take it as a lesson to myself to never let lose my frustrasions

Saturday, May 30, 2009

#17

I've been wondering all my life

Who i am , Who i want to be , what i can i change , what is my lifes aim

Everyone have had this thoughts

But i think what i want to know is

If i can be bigger

bigger that what i see around me

All i need is to belive that something more is there or here for me

and i want to get there.

and i'm not giving up now.

Thursday, May 28, 2009

#16

I'm blogging from my IBM A22m

It's soooo awesome

I'm gonna call it DInosaur

Monday, May 25, 2009

#15

i wish i knew whats wrong with me

is like i don't even know i changed

i'm affraid i don't know myself anymore

i guess i just lost control

Friday, May 22, 2009

#14

You know those days

where you just wanna scream out loud "This is Bullshit,useless,waste of my freaken time"

Ya well, mostly my job.

but a simple solution just change my entire perspective for the day.

a shoe pad,

my legs hurt from standing and serving for a entire day.

yup. just one of those day.

Get a cup from Loe's

Tuesday, May 19, 2009

#13

I have a slight choice to make

not a lot of people will respect my view

I applied leave date on the 10 & 12 of June

I have two events to go to at the same time

All in Port Dickson

Mad camp or with college friends on the 10 to 13 of may

this point on allot of my church mates will frown on knowing I'm having a hard time considering

It's Mad and it's important to youth ,but I'm not too in to it.

allot of my college mates are going, and is cheaper.

so if i go P.D for Pleasure why do i have to choose the one i dislike the most

Is really Because i feel responsible to attend MAD camp, or just guilt from being self indulgent.

Sunday, May 17, 2009

#12

Very very tired coming back from work

tomorrow i will start work in LEO'S

I don't wanna type no more
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