I'm sad

I got to choose,life is about choice, assessment or MAD camp, I would go to mad if i were decisive , but in reality is assessment. so if i were a man of choice and freedom, which 1 would i pick.

MALE by birth, MAN by choice

Fridays message for Y.A.was THE best I've ever been and experience , not just life changing and empowering but a test of self awareness ,responsibility, relationship and your balls. If you (guys) really want to be self aware and have a good relationship with your family , friends , girlfriends , wife ,mistress....joke, go ahead and ask a girl that knows you very well, get a pen and paper, and ask her what i wrong with your personality , how you look , your problems that may offend people, just anything that you can change your self , put it in a list, and start doing something about it. It only works with the opposite sex, no point asking a guy just so he well make every mistake look OK and cool.

Been really stress too these days , assignment after another, i had no sleep for 3 days straight this week , i really need to work on momentum. i finish a piece with charcoal for the nature exhibition next week. It's a waterfall, if i didn't tell you wont know, SAD.

Water Fall ,RM100-50

Today my dad brought me and my bro to Bangsar to get some art stuff than we makan in this restaurant name CIPOLLA or something, got a pizza , jug of beer to RELEASE stress, and out of the blue Drake got a bloody marry, his friend told him it was a good Mexican drink, dad told him is a girls drink, i told him i was offended by the name. but in the end he drank it but he hate the salty / sour tropical taste. What a FAG drink, THANK GOD FOR BEER.

BLOODY FAG

It's a MAN thing

I found out a minute ago that i blog averagely 1 week once, which is really to little for an average blogger, that has to do with time but i cant excuse myself for not having free time until i viewed AUREA blog, her schedule can make a grown MAN weep.





Which brings me to the topic of MANHOOD(shock sendiri moment). No not that literal, i just came back from church for YA, and Pastor Reuben was preaching about being a MAN, which was also entertaining, but that's not the point , guys if u really want to know your stand between being a BOY and a MAN. come next Friday to HSG church at 8pm.

("BE A MAN,DO THE RIGHT THING" Russell peters impersonating a Chinese store owner.)




And college is still a full time commitment, so much so that i sometimes have trouble going to other classes because of other classes assignments, like today i was late for drawing studio for i was doing a 3D modeling project which was finish in the very last given minute, which also manage to look nice thanks to Brian's big crab. Which the word 'CRAB' is hard not to accidentally sound like 'CRAP'.Kyren is worried that i might be facing something bad which i will reassure her that I'm fine, just need to be more of a MAN.

MY SCORPIO

CANCER VS SCORPIO=KINGDOM

SOME COOL 3D WORKS NEXT ASSESSMENT .

Injured

Pain is what i felt most of the time yesterday as my feet was crying out when i got unlucky.Is funny and realy sad at the same time , i was C walking ,YES, CRIP WALKING.So insane that i hurt myself and have to walk with a stick....and using a WHEELCHAIR in BANGSAR VILLAGE>-<. anyways i think it will heal fast. here's some picture, I'm too lazy and in pain to write .

Fitness gameplan

Feel pretty weak this days, what would you expect if your daily diet is mostly mamak stores MEE GORENG and chicken rice, i feel like in any minute now my stomach will bleed acid, and my daily exercise is walking to LRT than RAPID than HOME. Feel like a dirty sagging rag,UGH.

Here is a list:(daily)
50 push ups
50 sit ups
normal 5min streach
(weekly)
running 15-20 min

For food:
carbo (MIN)
meat(more)
cal(more)
fish(more)

goal:
less waist
weight 75kg
look healty
healty= hot
hot=girls
girls= (AH screw it)

planing to follow through for 1 month. starts today.

Fittnes game plan

JUsT to FLY

I having mix feeling this passing weeks , some good some bad, some love some hate, things just rolls with you through time and the bottom line is this :I HATE ASSIGNMENTS . Not relay hate because I'm lazy but because i just dint like doing things and just not putting passion into it, life is never going to decelerate ,but that's how i want it to be , cos i know I'm in the right phat of the succeeding road, even though the 3D modeling assignment was to be a piece of (dirty rag),



i learn something that i should have put in my head a long time ago. NEVER WORK TILL 4AM. and do it like you mean it. never got scold by lecturer actually but my older friend Nicole who thing I'm too irresponsible , and i cant take her other blames on me because i was tired as hell, but she was RIGHT, I'm a really mess up PIG. she didn't say that la, learn allot of stuff anyway.



MORE are coming , I'm leading a team for art history, doing some 3d figures again, and must go CF tomorrow morning, and today's student body meeting to me .... and us all in class was really nothing and useless , no candidate for foundation presidency>.<.

Oh and i only got to know that Christina moved to Melbourne, so silent, i wonder how... anyways cheers for her and wish her good luck in her new environment,and god speed.