world I desire

It's fucked up when things go wrong,

It's fucked up when people start to lose control,

And i ain't saying the world is against me,

I'm just saying it sucks to be me,

living like this just makes you wanna die,

but life again is the spirit that keep us alive,

screw the fucked up thought of being out off the picture.

if i wanted to change i look into the mirror,

to see the future is like looking for pain,

but looking for light is easy when your awake for this pain,

it's insane what i have to go through just to be the master ,

I'm not even the master of my domain but there will be a new chapter,


when i look upon my faults and impurity but I'll change ,

is like being reborn again in this world ,

when i look up on the heavens I'm looking for an answer,

so help me so lord when I'm going threw fire,

this burning desire to look for the joy,

for the smile that can light up any weather,

is the passion , i have so much love ,

people who aren't getting this , but i want to give it,

the seed that has been planted in me is growing,

so much so I'm producing enough for the people,

i wanna tell the world whats inside me,

is the love of my father , his people, my hero,my gift from him.

He feeds me enough to fulfil my soul,

this power is too much , I'm losing control,

but i still remember what this gift was given to Begin with.

i hope my life is to be with you to know you,

that everyone in the world, IT CRAZY,

but the truth has been told ,

I love you all so SEE YOU TOMORROW.

Appreciate design

2 week of college and already rushing for dateline. i can live with that cos from the first day of the course we were suppose to put our standards really high and are expected to be real professional designers, sound so good but really really hard.Like everyone(mostly) i class , we had a problem in sketching , not because we cant draw at all, is because we cant sketch coz we don't know sketch because we were never thought to sketch because i wasn't professional because Malaysian education sucks! like the fish portrait i draw, lecturer didn't like it because it isn't close to sketching at all.He TOLD ME HARD ITS 'DRAWING'

Oh swear to god i got so dumb and mad cos i spent 15min on it. NVM. anyway i got new pictures with new people.I'm lazy to write already cos i got 3 assignment to do.

And a preview of PMK

College (think beyond the box)

As a kid growing up in kl , college in my dirty sick mind is like spiritual heaven where u live in a dorm with dude and smelly stuff glue in every possible physical area of space and every one just holding up a can of nameless cheap beer drinking like a lifeless Paris Hilton vomiting guts out with a Nicole pulling her wet blond hair , and girls just hanging around having a wet t -shirt competition got no brain cell left cos they left it with the ones who took their virginity. And then came Pj CAD (college of arts and design)( in pj)

Here is a college so small and nameless where i have to take a bus and a LRT for an HOUR travel. look plain on everything aka (building ,lectures,classes) , my dreams of a wild life shattered like my spm(plain and useless).

thats not the end though, because on the very first course on the timetable on the first day , I have made everyone in s1t1 group b almost family, wanna know how.U donno , i donno, they donno, GOD knows how.and friends are made in heaven. And we are now the most active group of foundationist ever in the history of pjcad. and i love it when things work together. theres even a CF, YES YATA.and i care about my class because i am a caring guy(cough now if you want). UH..about the PMK post for people who think im a realy shitter for not doing it by now....im sry guys. i just havent found the right material to write yet . so SRY LA k.CHILL la.here is SOME pict . ONLY.

Sweet>.<(cheesey)

First i have to apologise to the people and myself for not blogging for DECADES since no thanks to the F up old pc i had, and finaly it can rest on it low tech grave MUHAHAHA im not evil .my blog will be more intresting because i now havewith me. sweEEEEEEt 3.2 mega pix cyber shot phone camera. oh i like it when i describe it make me want to hold it and touch it and use it and blah blah blah..... uh. bye.

Tagged by aurea

T.A.G.Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 questions. Tag 8 persons.

Questions:1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?SLEEP


2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?Join HSG church


3. What do you wish to have now?JobT-T


4. How should the world be seen?In many directions


5. What have you realized recently?Job hard to findT-T



6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?Cant change time>o<



7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?Think about it.. sleep..get angry..calm down ... THAN Fix it



8. What are you afraid of the most?ROACH


9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?Yes, but i don't like that feeling



10. When you meet someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?The probability of me professing to my love is 1/3 of me hiding it


11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.FAKES, BITCHES ,FAGS


12. What is loneliness?When you cant turn to anyone for comfort


13. Are you satisfied with your life now?NOt yet



14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?LONG LOng time ago...in a far far away planet



15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?BEACH


16. Do you feel that you're beautiful/handsome now?OK(LA)(ish)


17. If you have one wish that'll come true, what is it?Reunion


.18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?no...Wait...boot campT-T


19. If the World is going to end, what will you do?PRAY

20. Your thoughts of the moment?I want to sleep (bloody 4am)

TAG:
shannon
lancerie
lianne
pizza
jelly
sheau
alex
ben

JOB HUNTER

Today i was in mid valley try to look for vacancies , i was walking all over THE GARDENS and MID with my bro. It took us one and a half hour till my Very luckily got a job, and i can't understand who he got the job in COMIC M.A.R.T OoOHoly Shit. He got the job because he has GREAT YUGIOH &MAGIC card knowledge. I was with him when he was interviewed by the boss, and i was siting there listening......DUH!!warhammer, DC & MARVEL, MAGIC & YUGIOH. He got really pump up & its his first job too. Sadly all i get is 5 coming interviews.

a teddy bear store in THE GARDENS

SUB

ANIME SHOP

KAKIMOTOR

a clothing shop in 2st flour

Hah, hope they call quick . i want kerja cepat>.<

Resolution 2008

IT seems like everyone is putting their resolutions in blog so i myself should do it, what else should i blog anyway...

RESOLUTION 2008

1)Get realy fit body

2)Get realy good job

3)Work realy hard

4)Change image

5)Learn to do a windmill

6)Get a 4k+ notebook from DELL

7)Get bracesT-T

8)Find college

There will be more wishes day after day but i hope to fulfill all the above .Good luck PPL^-^(gay smile)