Nick'sgameplan

2010-08-04T06:10:00.000-07:00

And goes another couple of days and i find myself without content to blog about but forcefully start typing hopelessly. but on days when i had ideas that could have been potential blogging materials back when i was absent from my blog had been laid to waste in the back of my head. as if chances had been snap away by crippled goals through lack of self motivation. but my goal now is to keep the ball rolling so no more injustice shall be done to good workable content.

I had the idea for a series of post with the subject using a single word and define it myself to show that there are different understanding or deeper meaning to a single word that makes it personal to anyone. and by so helps me express my personality or the kind of idealist i am .to show how a word might mean differently to another individual. A single word can have a different meaning through time in a persons life. so no matter how you judge me in my view of a word it will never hold it's character or personal definition. it will take some deep alone time kind of thinking and a few jots on notes for me to get started but it won't take long to render.but hey at list i'm working on some personal intellectual content for my blog . all that daydreaming thoughts have to go somewhere so why not write it down to remind myself of these self discoveries.

2010

2010-07-31T06:50:00.000-07:00

Hi , welcome back.

your last entry was more than 6 months ago.

please insert more post or this blog will officially be dead and unrevivable.

Thats what they should have told me when i logged in to find a ruin of whats is known of/as a blog.

guess i'm back in the blogging train and ready to add some coal in this mother engine to get it rolling.

one more thing i change around here is played with the new blogger design editor.

about me, currently how are things looking.

this is my senior year in college

i'm doing borderline 'ok' as far as grades go

just got a little meatier, alittle gut coming out, not exactly chubby but could lose a pound

my good friend, i mean really good friend Joe is leaving for the land of the free...oil on the sea. neh just messing with Americans.

and the biggest news of all, i ain't single no more baby :(..... I MEAN :D yes la!

Dreams of travel

2009-11-25T06:56:00.001-08:00

People always ask people about their Goal in life,

some have their goal set far and some like me have it close.

but i would want to be different now, i want something i can look forward too in the next 1-2 years

i had this in mind for along time, a journey. pacifically a backpacker's journey.

i would like to go places where i can see origin and culture form by time and people.

places i thought of recently were places like my ancestry hometown in china, or places in Europe which is a backpackers ideal spot anyway. or maybe alittle more risky like Israel and Palestine .

i recently watch Globe tracker which was ones Lonely Planet which i still like to call the documentary travel show, a wall dividing the Palestinians from the Israelis, something familiar like the Berlin wall. Laureen a good friend of mine brought this up with a post of an article, showing displeasing feelings against such acts by there government . how would u feel to be divided between KL and PJ by a huge long line of concrete slabs, It can't be comfortable for sure. thing like this should even exist in the modern world, as much as differences of ideals between nations and government to break people away form their home.

To start planing for those travels i gotta need a plan. Money , info , health. i must come up with a list of things to look out for.

Loss

2009-10-29T10:49:00.000-07:00

i guess there is a time to be Emo.

i never thought things like this can effect me so much.

it's not the strength in spirit or soul

it's just lost, something that change where you wouldn't except.

2009-10-18T23:22:00.000-07:00

So waisted

nothing fresh

nothing intriguing

I'm just gonna have to make do with some thoughts

i wonder why is everything , motion, actions, thoughts, so slow so grey.

is like there isn't enough sunshine in my face to wake me up in the morning

waking up at the wrong side of the floor maybe

even the weather plays tricks with the critters

maybe this year isn't the year for me

this is just another meaningless years like i had before

i hate being me right now, so dull not edgy and thought just leaves me like the waste of skin and hair

if i could do something different and i hope i always do things that way

is to value time and its tranquility

Lantern night

2009-10-03T20:39:00.000-07:00

I like Chinese festivals, i do.

The family gathering , the food, the cousins and doing some illegal stuff once in a while.

but things do get less interesting when you grow up, it seems to get worst every year, but i think the smaller children will still enjoy them more then me.

my aunt toke out a box of old stuff left behind from decades of lantern/Chinese festivals and i found my old lanterns i use to run around with when i was a kid, and is really cheesy too, a Batman lantern in a flying position, i call it now SuperBatman a design so awkward only Chinese lantern designer could sell. At least it's more cooler than a Ben 10 lantern haha.

I had fun trying to line up the candles on card boxes, me and my young cousin sister made a Heart shape and " I LOV U" letter, it's a little childish but what else can i do in front of the kids.
we also enjoy playing the"POPS" but my bro had a better idea long time ago and burn a whole bag of them "POPS" so it makes lots of sound faster.

Moon cakes has become an issue for me, they seem to evolve every season , it started with different paste like green tea and coffee or coconut flavor. then made them to ice-creams, then mini moon cakes then etc. i tried Starbucks version, really it was good but there like 15bucks a piece. Durian was unbearable . and jelly was, well i never liked jelly so i won't make this harsh.

Wednesday Thrusday

2009-09-30T10:18:00.001-07:00

This is an unusual day

Hawaii and Indonesia having large earth quake at the same day...maybe..

good chance to blog it up,

God im bored.

Two weeks of freedom to suffer in boredom

2009-09-29T06:58:00.000-07:00

The title says it all.

next break would be worst and ill last a month.

hey on a brighter note

Im writing in my blog.

see what i did there.

haha.

Back to college

2009-07-07T05:57:00.000-07:00

As expected it was a ruff stuff coming back.

some bad omen if you will is going on with the SBO team.

i just got the news that EM was frozen, not allot of attention is paid in that department.

Cf isn't rising nor is it going to get any easier to run , i expected that long time ago and am ready to face those obstacles with full force and enthusiasm.

on a lighter note.

i'm back in college ^^

#20

2009-06-16T22:17:00.000-07:00

I just came back from camp...3 days ago

After photoshoping and uploading pictures to facebook i found the strength to blog about my experience

this will be my last time numbering by blog title, and you know what , it feels like liberty.

as many as you know my first choice in PD is not to be in MAD camp but with a bunch of college mate

but deep down i feel somehow obligated or in guilt if i didn't attend MAd camp, it just grips me.

feeling all sour inside i gave no expectations but to rest myself and have no intentions to join the youth group.

i brought my camera and packed light, wearing a brown hat with a ready to crash look .

arriving there the surprise came by news from my college mates side

Me:hows the beach there

Jacky or Dayton: (interpretation) Shit

Me: mine looks great, how bout i go to your place when your having BBQ

Jacky or Dayton: Sure, my place(10 min drive from Golden Straights)

Me: taxi cost allot.will see how it goes later

i have to say though the plus side is the great looking beach i had

the food they serve in my place is (lack of a better /nicer word) Shit

but that is all that in a side...

I found myself blessed again

God gave me something on those 3 days i was hoping to fill for 6 months...(end #20)

#19

2009-06-07T09:19:00.000-07:00

It's been awhile now since

i quit both of my job, with permission la

And i think i learn from both experience equally

'SHIT was so boring and hard out there, i wanna go back college'

that how would i have told people when i was working

but really it open my horizons, is also because of Project Barnabas

That i chose to open up on the idea of a private business venture or some sort.

also because i need money to upgrade stuff

just a reminder to self: Screen for desktop
laptop battery
SDRAM
windows 7( covered but still)
new t-shirts(wardrob getting rusty)
savings( super important)

#18

2009-05-31T10:14:00.000-07:00

I had one of those bad day yesterday and i want to admit clearly i was wrong

in church i had to meet nicki up to dicuss about camp book

before that john told me to bring jason and vincet home

i told him i could if he comes along because i never driven to desa petaling

he didn't, after putting those two down the apartment i was left shitless

i had no idea were i'm suppose to go and end up in the high way to kl

all the way i was swearing and cursing and hoping to punch the shit out of john when i see him

i was lost , panicking and almost knocked a taxi

and when i came back to meet nicki i was in sour mood

and wasn't listening to what she said but i know my work is done

i pack off and left, not even looking at her face.

but the truth is i was able to forgive john for his mistake

and i thought i couldn't face the incident on the road but i toke it as a lesson

i feel bad then that i left the work i'm suppose to do

i guess i'll take it as a lesson to myself to never let lose my frustrasions

#17

2009-05-30T07:41:00.000-07:00

I've been wondering all my life

Who i am , Who i want to be , what i can i change , what is my lifes aim

Everyone have had this thoughts

But i think what i want to know is

If i can be bigger

bigger that what i see around me

All i need is to belive that something more is there or here for me

and i want to get there.

and i'm not giving up now.

#16

2009-05-28T00:36:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging from my IBM A22m

It's soooo awesome

I'm gonna call it DInosaur

#15

2009-05-25T07:19:00.001-07:00

i wish i knew whats wrong with me

is like i don't even know i changed

i'm affraid i don't know myself anymore

i guess i just lost control

#14

2009-05-22T08:08:00.000-07:00

You know those days

where you just wanna scream out loud "This is Bullshit,useless,waste of my freaken time"

Ya well, mostly my job.

but a simple solution just change my entire perspective for the day.

a shoe pad,

my legs hurt from standing and serving for a entire day.

yup. just one of those day.

Get a cup from Loe's

#13

2009-05-19T08:50:00.000-07:00

I have a slight choice to make

not a lot of people will respect my view

I applied leave date on the 10 & 12 of June

I have two events to go to at the same time

All in Port Dickson

Mad camp or with college friends on the 10 to 13 of may

this point on allot of my church mates will frown on knowing I'm having a hard time considering

It's Mad and it's important to youth ,but I'm not too in to it.

allot of my college mates are going, and is cheaper.

so if i go P.D for Pleasure why do i have to choose the one i dislike the most

Is really Because i feel responsible to attend MAD camp, or just guilt from being self indulgent.

#12

2009-05-17T08:37:00.000-07:00

Very very tired coming back from work

tomorrow i will start work in LEO'S

I don't wanna type no more

PICTS!

Aurea and jason

Kong kee and Jovita with Jacq on the background

Sheau pey, kong kee, Alex, jovita

Yoke lun, Chee ming, Han watching a badminton match

They support Thailand

All makaning

The weirdest Pict so Far

#11

2009-05-15T19:43:00.000-07:00

It's saturday morning

have to get ready for an interview

yesterday i manage to reformat my Pc

pretty boring stuff, took me 3 hours to install everything

can't wait for tonights reunion , camera time .

#10

2009-05-14T17:25:00.000-07:00

Les Miserables

this is what i know of the story so far

It's base in french

there a poor street girl that steals with her father for a living.

she has a desire to be in love with a rich boy from a whealty family.

one day she finally meets him and started talking to each other

the boy ask her for a favor, he want her to investigate on a rich girl he likes

being a thief and very excited to have meet him , she agrees to do so

She hides behind her front gate trying to find information about the rich girl

one day after her father tried to rob the house of the very same rich girls family

she got shoot

and was held in the arms of the rich boy

grateful being close to the one she loves, she dies peacefully

and the rich boy then married the rich girl.
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Yeah, not your Cinderella story.

that's just one part of the story.

see the videos of Les Miserables 10Th anniversary

this one has the song Susan Boyle sang on Britain got talent' I dream a dream'

It's soothing but the lyrics so depressing like listening to Satan singing you to sleep.

#9

2009-05-13T09:24:00.001-07:00

I have something intresting to share about a play,
but i don't think i have the focus to write it now,
so ill hold it till tomorrow.

Watch it first
Les miserables

Quicke,

I'll start work tomorrow so drop by and say Hi

Mad camp is coming, Sign Up

Project Barnabas next following week

Holla at Aurea , nice hair color, looks great.

Good night & Good luck

#8

2009-05-12T09:51:00.001-07:00

I got a job in midvalley...and i forgot the name of the place

oh..something with MEN in the end

it's a boutique

and a it has shirts and shoes and stuff

ya

and uh it looks good

and uh

uh

ya and uh

oh it requires me to wear a jacket coat

so i think that's bout it

peace uh

humans

(this is how i think when I'm bored)

It's Philosophy Men

#7

2009-05-11T05:23:00.001-07:00

I CAN'T POST PICTS!!!

this won't happen if i got my own domain ...yes i know i also saw Jamie's new blog

wasn't an exciting day , was hunting jobs again supposedly with Dayton but he's a no show.

I had my thoughts on the days in college , times when i want to achieve status as a top designer.

Is actually easy to understand the obstacles ahead but managing and persevering in balance is just brutal.

Designer are Travelers more than a Marathon runner or a sprinter.

your goals are never to easy to solve or to rush them till the finish.

you have to be traveler, in many seance true since we have to buy stuff everywhere very far.

like an amazing race show, you got to move fast but obstacles always pops up and you can't skip them.

solve a problem one at a time , do it to fast and it may come back, do it to slow and you be very very late.Do it smart,Do it hard,Do it right.

but your not without resources, people who have problems opening up to communicate with their lecturers or their fellow piers tends to move backwards and never progress. so be realistic and start making your connection available for you. Be nice.

And for people who really want to make a difference out there in the big playing field, always always have faith. You may be strong, you maybe weak in other points but all you really need is empowerment from family, friends , Dog , Cat, teddy bear, Spongebob. But i believe God always gives me plenty and abundant of what i need, sometimes so much i have to ask him to hold back alittle, is scary when allot comes.

#6

2009-05-10T11:18:00.000-07:00

It's mothers day today

guess what i did
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I didn't buy my mom a gift.

instead i offer to restore her old photos

pretty sweet idea Huh,came out of the blue

but it's not easy at all, photoshoping photos might sound easy,photoshoping a photo the size of 6mb is not

it took me a good one hour to restore one of the 20+ photos she had

and in the end of the process the maximum size was over 20mb...i got it to the lowest to check it out on jpeg..it was 2.5mb...serious work

better than getting her a card again huh..

#5

2009-05-09T11:22:00.000-07:00

Well i attended church today

working with Nicki on the changes for the camp book design

i knew i was missing the point on how it should attract an audience for the age of 17 below

so I'm going a little fresher on the looks, with the help of James

James a smart kid who likes to explore new design ideas and take in old ones ,he does car sketches which are great in detailing.he's got allot going for him in the design world and i know he can make it big out here.

just got a notice that there would be another class gathering next week for 5S5. Walao Eh we just had that 3 months ago, MAN are we tight.

#4

2009-05-08T09:40:00.000-07:00

I never really put emotions on writing

it always sound cheesy upfront, never got a hold of composing myself in those situation.

Anyway, drove to kong kee's place and went for lunch at kucai lama KFC

driving there was hard, but KK help me out alot teaching me how to handel braking so i was fine

Finish a mock up for the camp book and it feels relaxing....

To the BEACH

#3

2009-05-07T09:50:00.000-07:00

Got my car back from the shop today

It's my first time driving after taking my license

so i got my brother on my side and drove to Lee Joe's house

drove back home and accidentally knocked the cupboard from the front

luckly i had a bullbar upfront so nothing was damaged

Teehee.

PLAYING MY BABY

#2

2009-05-06T10:37:00.001-07:00

well ... nothing much to say

woke up in the morning to have my dental appointment near pearl point

walk from pearl point back to home

went to college and meet with mates and read books in the library

go to Timesquare with dayton

bump in to his friends , tagged along.

went shopping for the girls party dress while waiting for paul

paul came , go to the music store down the street and bought my new guitar

came back home and learn some strumming.

to bed.

oh yeah , pretty productive day.

I just love days like this

2009-05-05T11:23:00.000-07:00

So I'm now in my deferment in college, AKA for you people I'm taking time out

people ask me why i do this and to tell you the truth, shit I'm doubting myself on why am i doing it the first place.but i know i need this.

so to bring my head around I'm going to do this

I am going to update my blog everyday(SHIT)a tall order for a asslazy guy

updating on the things i do and planing to do to see the improvement ill have in this period of time I'm off college.

so to make an effort of doing so i

Am going to start now and label it #1

just got the jpeg of the mad camp forms from nicky so i can work on it for the front page of the camp book , the fireplace MAD word was a pretty sweet idea. just need to fix it up a little to male it look more realistic , planing on a beach scenery on the top , i wonder if i should keep it sunrise or sunset.

and darn cure the weather these day, making my whole family ill sneezing, i wish I've listen to MTV about the effect of global warming, lots and lots of dust.

I've found IT

2009-03-31T12:08:00.002-07:00

I Found something i have been looking for,

It's has not been long but to me it felt like forever,

This will put back the peaces,

This will make me whole again,

And i found it At 3.A.m,

It's a memory, a journal , history, and so much more.

Through the times I've been given new and wonderful opportunities,

It got lost on the way of my freedom,

And now i know is more important then ever,

no more Searching no more Running no more Jumping no more Waiting,

It's time i come back with all i am ,

I guess the only thing to do now is to say 'welcome back'

The T.D.F Syndrom

2009-01-20T03:48:00.000-08:00

I have it, it rarely occurs and now it comes unknowingly,

people do sometimes crave for to much of something,

and later left with nothing at all,

Its horrible, I'm To Damn Free!

Is the new year and a new term has just started, and i knew i would only have one class a week ( i can feel the hate and jealousy pouring out of people ) but i thought it will bring lots of work to me, It's been 2 weeks I've been in my Technical Drawing class and theres nothing to do AT ALL!

See It was so hectic for me last term and before the other that i was use to working like a machine. but suddenly i have to slow down productivity. and boy does it suck.

I feel like a Sport car full of turboed horsepower driven in a small town at 0.1km/h

or a heavyduty chainsaw cutting butter

or a professor teaching kindergarden

or a 10 ton lorry picking up peas

.....

I'll stop my Bitchen here

Must fill up the time i have before C.N.Y when ill find work after i guess...

im so free these days i'm writing my Blog in like a billion years and been searching for blogs of friends to read to kill time. intrestingly today i saw JAMIES blog..and guess what, i was shocked . i thought i clicked a wrong link or something couse the first thing i see is a screen shot of Left 4 Dead. I was like nawww man...cant be. but she says shes a gamer ,something i wouldn't know if i didn't have time to notice that there are girls who play Left4Dead before i even started. Girls will PWND you in games if they like...scary .

I'm also picking up books to read

'A Prisoner Of Birth' (latest)

and downloading song so i don't get BRAIN DEAD.

Play basketball till my legs snap( i hurt mine yesterday on a 3on 3 match, more convincing then getting hurt C Walking EhH)

and playing Dead Space which is so much scarier then Quake4.

ill leave you guys with a picture i took in KLCC(not inked so u can copypasta it if you please),

it represents me starting at Ceilings when im half brain dead.

Back Then

2009-01-14T08:59:00.000-08:00

I have this CRAVING for alternative rock like back in the late 90s

Searcing for music on youtube( smart people google those info ...but im lazy to read)

found some really cool song

-bling 182 - all the small things

-sugar ray-every morning
-someday

-uncle cracker-follow me

-Eagle Eyed Cherry-save tonight

Aren't they memorable.

Well if i could find some more i tell yea but im just to lazy to type

Bye peeps

Birthday Gathering

2008-12-29T03:58:00.000-08:00

Don't really want to post again but since is my birthday post...Heck.

I had my Bday gathering yesterday in Chilies with old school peeps,

i have to say it didn't turn out the numbers i prayed for-_-''

i can't blame anyone or even condemn for yesterdays 'mistake'

but it was Nice .

Goofs

GOLD RUSH CHINA

2008-08-13T13:51:00.000-07:00

Interestingly i never thought china will rise up for the challenge ,but they owning everyone! America is trying to catch up, Malaysia has nothing and japan & Australia are not doing well enough. I'm starting to watch weightlifting both men and women division, allot owned by china. All that drama,yet i get to see the replays only.got some Pict's this week i wanna post, i think I'll start posting videos like a vlog,if anyone still wanna do it?

Elliots Bday

HIs in the middel

Feed

IVAN,RAZEL,RACHEL

MY KUNG FU PANDA(Dont sue me)

Boom De Ah Dah!

2008-08-07T12:32:00.000-07:00

It's SUMMER time,Really?

2008-08-06T23:40:00.000-07:00

I've left blogging alone for a month now and I'm so happy to come back and add some words now to my 'BlogLife' .

Seriously bz, for those people who work and do art. How? and find my work improving but not the level I'm aiming for yet, reports are the easiest for me , the work for theory design is enlightening in a way i learn how I've stupidly mix colors and forms carelessly .i suppose i wasn't born with an art sense but thank god I'm a fast learner.

i like leading my team, is great you get a hold on leadership .but is difficult to know how to work with a leader and not get in their authority. I'm starting to get a find grip in the world of design and hope to improve way beyond my expectation cos really I've no idea my potential, i view my work as a steeping stone of self discovery and i am happy to know the road has always been paved by good works and perseverance.
things start getting clearer when you start walking . like a good quote states. an obstacle is something that catches your eye so you are reflected away from your goal. keep your eye on the ball.

I'm planing to change my blog skin but noting in the web suits what i want, anybody know one with artistic trance/ modern house music vibe?

Monday

2008-06-16T00:09:00.000-07:00

It's the start of the holiday and I'm bored already, I'm just gonna lay back here and be lazy for awhile.Heres a little number from Genting and my TEETH?

College break

2008-06-08T00:30:00.000-07:00

The 1st term of my class has ended and i have 3 weeks to get away form workaholic stress. there are allot of assignment and assessment works i really want to post for the next blog update, some epic win and some really crappy sad works, but that's OK coz I'm still improving my design skills , which Mr j pointed out i have but I'm not putting enough effort in my drawing studio works. ill be working even in the break time i have . allot to work on and allot of mamaks to go, even though i still going to get my bracers this Saturday .so happy to go Genting and crash there for 2 nights, should i bring Hennessy?

I'm sad

2008-05-23T06:49:00.000-07:00

I got to choose,life is about choice, assessment or MAD camp, I would go to mad if i were decisive , but in reality is assessment. so if i were a man of choice and freedom, which 1 would i pick.

MALE by birth, MAN by choice

2008-05-10T14:35:00.000-07:00

Fridays message for Y.A.was THE best I've ever been and experience , not just life changing and empowering but a test of self awareness ,responsibility, relationship and your balls. If you (guys) really want to be self aware and have a good relationship with your family , friends , girlfriends , wife ,mistress....joke, go ahead and ask a girl that knows you very well, get a pen and paper, and ask her what i wrong with your personality , how you look , your problems that may offend people, just anything that you can change your self , put it in a list, and start doing something about it. It only works with the opposite sex, no point asking a guy just so he well make every mistake look OK and cool.

Been really stress too these days , assignment after another, i had no sleep for 3 days straight this week , i really need to work on momentum. i finish a piece with charcoal for the nature exhibition next week. It's a waterfall, if i didn't tell you wont know, SAD.

Water Fall ,RM100-50

Today my dad brought me and my bro to Bangsar to get some art stuff than we makan in this restaurant name CIPOLLA or something, got a pizza , jug of beer to RELEASE stress, and out of the blue Drake got a bloody marry, his friend told him it was a good Mexican drink, dad told him is a girls drink, i told him i was offended by the name. but in the end he drank it but he hate the salty / sour tropical taste. What a FAG drink, THANK GOD FOR BEER.

BLOODY FAG

It's a MAN thing

2008-05-02T10:13:00.000-07:00

I found out a minute ago that i blog averagely 1 week once, which is really to little for an average blogger, that has to do with time but i cant excuse myself for not having free time until i viewed AUREA blog, her schedule can make a grown MAN weep.

Which brings me to the topic of MANHOOD(shock sendiri moment). No not that literal, i just came back from church for YA, and Pastor Reuben was preaching about being a MAN, which was also entertaining, but that's not the point , guys if u really want to know your stand between being a BOY and a MAN. come next Friday to HSG church at 8pm.

("BE A MAN,DO THE RIGHT THING" Russell peters impersonating a Chinese store owner.)

And college is still a full time commitment, so much so that i sometimes have trouble going to other classes because of other classes assignments, like today i was late for drawing studio for i was doing a 3D modeling project which was finish in the very last given minute, which also manage to look nice thanks to Brian's big crab. Which the word 'CRAB' is hard not to accidentally sound like 'CRAP'.Kyren is worried that i might be facing something bad which i will reassure her that I'm fine, just need to be more of a MAN.

MY SCORPIO

CANCER VS SCORPIO=KINGDOM

SOME COOL 3D WORKS NEXT ASSESSMENT .

Injured

2008-04-27T03:09:00.000-07:00

Pain is what i felt most of the time yesterday as my feet was crying out when i got unlucky.Is funny and realy sad at the same time , i was C walking ,YES, CRIP WALKING.So insane that i hurt myself and have to walk with a stick....and using a WHEELCHAIR in BANGSAR VILLAGE>-<. anyways i think it will heal fast. here's some picture, I'm too lazy and in pain to write .

Fitness gameplan

2008-04-20T07:40:00.001-07:00

Feel pretty weak this days, what would you expect if your daily diet is mostly mamak stores MEE GORENG and chicken rice, i feel like in any minute now my stomach will bleed acid, and my daily exercise is walking to LRT than RAPID than HOME. Feel like a dirty sagging rag,UGH.

Here is a list:(daily)
50 push ups
50 sit ups
normal 5min streach
(weekly)
running 15-20 min

For food:
carbo (MIN)
meat(more)
cal(more)
fish(more)

goal:
less waist
weight 75kg
look healty
healty= hot
hot=girls
girls= (AH screw it)

planing to follow through for 1 month. starts today.

Fittnes game plan

2008-04-20T07:40:00.000-07:00

JUsT to FLY

2008-04-16T06:13:00.000-07:00

I having mix feeling this passing weeks , some good some bad, some love some hate, things just rolls with you through time and the bottom line is this :I HATE ASSIGNMENTS . Not relay hate because I'm lazy but because i just dint like doing things and just not putting passion into it, life is never going to decelerate ,but that's how i want it to be , cos i know I'm in the right phat of the succeeding road, even though the 3D modeling assignment was to be a piece of (dirty rag),

i learn something that i should have put in my head a long time ago. NEVER WORK TILL 4AM. and do it like you mean it. never got scold by lecturer actually but my older friend Nicole who thing I'm too irresponsible , and i cant take her other blames on me because i was tired as hell, but she was RIGHT, I'm a really mess up PIG. she didn't say that la, learn allot of stuff anyway.

MORE are coming , I'm leading a team for art history, doing some 3d figures again, and must go CF tomorrow morning, and today's student body meeting to me .... and us all in class was really nothing and useless , no candidate for foundation presidency>.<.

Oh and i only got to know that Christina moved to Melbourne, so silent, i wonder how... anyways cheers for her and wish her good luck in her new environment,and god speed.

world I desire

2008-04-13T08:59:00.000-07:00

It's fucked up when things go wrong,

It's fucked up when people start to lose control,

And i ain't saying the world is against me,

I'm just saying it sucks to be me,

living like this just makes you wanna die,

but life again is the spirit that keep us alive,

screw the fucked up thought of being out off the picture.

if i wanted to change i look into the mirror,

to see the future is like looking for pain,

but looking for light is easy when your awake for this pain,

it's insane what i have to go through just to be the master ,

I'm not even the master of my domain but there will be a new chapter,

when i look upon my faults and impurity but I'll change ,

is like being reborn again in this world ,

when i look up on the heavens I'm looking for an answer,

so help me so lord when I'm going threw fire,

this burning desire to look for the joy,

for the smile that can light up any weather,

is the passion , i have so much love ,

people who aren't getting this , but i want to give it,

the seed that has been planted in me is growing,

so much so I'm producing enough for the people,

i wanna tell the world whats inside me,

is the love of my father , his people, my hero,my gift from him.

He feeds me enough to fulfil my soul,

this power is too much , I'm losing control,

but i still remember what this gift was given to Begin with.

i hope my life is to be with you to know you,

that everyone in the world, IT CRAZY,

but the truth has been told ,

I love you all so SEE YOU TOMORROW.

Appreciate design

2008-04-09T08:09:00.000-07:00

2 week of college and already rushing for dateline. i can live with that cos from the first day of the course we were suppose to put our standards really high and are expected to be real professional designers, sound so good but really really hard.Like everyone(mostly) i class , we had a problem in sketching , not because we cant draw at all, is because we cant sketch coz we don't know sketch because we were never thought to sketch because i wasn't professional because Malaysian education sucks! like the fish portrait i draw, lecturer didn't like it because it isn't close to sketching at all.He TOLD ME HARD ITS 'DRAWING'

Oh swear to god i got so dumb and mad cos i spent 15min on it. NVM. anyway i got new pictures with new people.I'm lazy to write already cos i got 3 assignment to do.

And a preview of PMK

College (think beyond the box)

2008-04-06T05:48:00.000-07:00

As a kid growing up in kl , college in my dirty sick mind is like spiritual heaven where u live in a dorm with dude and smelly stuff glue in every possible physical area of space and every one just holding up a can of nameless cheap beer drinking like a lifeless Paris Hilton vomiting guts out with a Nicole pulling her wet blond hair , and girls just hanging around having a wet t -shirt competition got no brain cell left cos they left it with the ones who took their virginity. And then came Pj CAD (college of arts and design)( in pj)

Here is a college so small and nameless where i have to take a bus and a LRT for an HOUR travel. look plain on everything aka (building ,lectures,classes) , my dreams of a wild life shattered like my spm(plain and useless).

thats not the end though, because on the very first course on the timetable on the first day , I have made everyone in s1t1 group b almost family, wanna know how.U donno , i donno, they donno, GOD knows how.and friends are made in heaven. And we are now the most active group of foundationist ever in the history of pjcad. and i love it when things work together. theres even a CF, YES YATA.and i care about my class because i am a caring guy(cough now if you want). UH..about the PMK post for people who think im a realy shitter for not doing it by now....im sry guys. i just havent found the right material to write yet . so SRY LA k.CHILL la.here is SOME pict . ONLY.

Sweet>.<(cheesey)

2008-03-19T06:19:00.000-07:00

First i have to apologise to the people and myself for not blogging for DECADES since no thanks to the F up old pc i had, and finaly it can rest on it low tech grave MUHAHAHA im not evil .my blog will be more intresting because i now havewith me. sweEEEEEEt 3.2 mega pix cyber shot phone camera. oh i like it when i describe it make me want to hold it and touch it and use it and blah blah blah..... uh. bye.

Tagged by aurea

2008-01-03T11:32:00.000-08:00

T.A.G.Rules: Do this tag and answer all the questions in your own blog. Delete one question from all the questions and add one of your own questions, make sure it is 20 questions. Tag 8 persons.

Questions:1. What was your dream when you were a small kid?SLEEP

2. What is the happiest thing in your whole life?Join HSG church

3. What do you wish to have now?JobT-T

4. How should the world be seen?In many directions

5. What have you realized recently?Job hard to findT-T

6. Do you think a day which consist of 24 hours is enough for you?Cant change time>o<

7. When you have something which you are unhappy about, what will you do?Think about it.. sleep..get angry..calm down ... THAN Fix it

8. What are you afraid of the most?ROACH

9. Do you think that you feel helpless, or useless sometimes?Yes, but i don't like that feeling

10. When you meet someone that you like, will you profess or hide your feeling?The probability of me professing to my love is 1/3 of me hiding it

11. List out 3 kind of people you hate the most.FAKES, BITCHES ,FAGS

12. What is loneliness?When you cant turn to anyone for comfort

13. Are you satisfied with your life now?NOt yet

14. When was the most recent time you felt touched?LONG LOng time ago...in a far far away planet

15. Where is the place that you visited and you felt the most beautiful?BEACH

16. Do you feel that you're beautiful/handsome now?OK(LA)(ish)

17. If you have one wish that'll come true, what is it?Reunion

.18. Do you have anything to worry or to be scared about recently?no...Wait...boot campT-T

19. If the World is going to end, what will you do?PRAY

20. Your thoughts of the moment?I want to sleep (bloody 4am)

TAG:
shannon
lancerie
lianne
pizza
jelly
sheau
alex
ben

JOB HUNTER

2008-01-03T03:17:00.000-08:00

Today i was in mid valley try to look for vacancies , i was walking all over THE GARDENS and MID with my bro. It took us one and a half hour till my Very luckily got a job, and i can't understand who he got the job in COMIC M.A.R.T OoOHoly Shit. He got the job because he has GREAT YUGIOH &MAGIC card knowledge. I was with him when he was interviewed by the boss, and i was siting there listening......DUH!!warhammer, DC & MARVEL, MAGIC & YUGIOH. He got really pump up & its his first job too. Sadly all i get is 5 coming interviews.

a teddy bear store in THE GARDENS

SUB

ANIME SHOP

KAKIMOTOR

a clothing shop in 2st flour

Hah, hope they call quick . i want kerja cepat>.<

Resolution 2008

2008-01-01T10:17:00.000-08:00

IT seems like everyone is putting their resolutions in blog so i myself should do it, what else should i blog anyway...

RESOLUTION 2008

1)Get realy fit body

2)Get realy good job

3)Work realy hard

4)Change image

5)Learn to do a windmill

6)Get a 4k+ notebook from DELL

7)Get bracesT-T

8)Find college

There will be more wishes day after day but i hope to fulfill all the above .Good luck PPL^-^(gay smile)

17 candels on the cake

2007-12-31T00:43:00.000-08:00

Yesterday i went to SUN and SURF for my birthday with my folks . It was and OK place and an OK lunch in an OK afternoon(OK=average ) i did have my self a good time shopping stuff with my bro later on ,we also head out to do some archery, boy i learn alot. CAnt realy blog alot about yesterday. but i seen Raymond and few of his meri budys .Aww ,they celebrating new year in KL. CLUBBING.

MY BdaY >o<

2007-12-27T11:38:00.000-08:00

What a mess is been this days, ive been sleeping at 5 am and wakeing up at 1 or 2 pm +o+.Feal realy crapy these day and almost forgeting me birthday this Sunday.. (Gao).I did celebrate it on christmas eve as an early birthday with my largeer family in my granmas, i dont expect to celebrate on 30TH aswell . I thought i could get started again by getting a job earlier but this keep messing up ..(Gao). Boy am i in an all time low. well hope people who read this dont get drag down to, new year is coming so it will be a good head start for everyone.I hope that i have a more fulfiling year on 2008, wish all of u do the same as well >-0 (Gao= frown)

Oh what a week..

2007-12-26T12:39:00.000-08:00

The week went by really well, Christmas eve was celebrated with great people which my cousin sister and her family came from IPOH , great seeing her again because shed really grown from what i know her as before, shes getting her PMR results today so wish her the best of luck. I didn't went down to P.Pinang , it was canceld because they say the stage is to small or something, i'm not realy down for it anyway because my bro didn't realy want to go, but those three performance were good enough . anyway im trying out some new skins for my blog , seeing which one fits my likeing, see aurea had got a job in THE GARDENS which was my ideal plance too to get my first job>.<.Well i wish her good luck on her new job and hope it really pays (^_^).I'll be looking for a job too next week .my next post will be taking a long time way cause ill be sending my pc to get FIX AGAIN.

I hate my fuc%ing pc

2007-12-26T05:08:00.000-08:00

I hate my fuck%ing son of a bi%ch useless crap hole run down lousy a$$ cheap worn out over heating , low ram outdate head banging heart pouding body ragging PC, feel like smashing it with a mouse , hitting the keybord, ripping the cards , pouring acid on the mother board , unwire the modem , throw it out the window , get down stairs , take my baseball bat, smash everything again, and sue the mother fuc%ing company who made this crap and burn their a$$es in HELL

My ZOom-ZOom

2007-12-21T11:57:00.000-08:00

I'll be talking alot about cars because I'm a car freak and I'll probably open a new blog about cars. anyway i was thinking about how many great things had been said about Mazda's RX cars , from 3,7,8.We all know(guys) that Mazda is the only company making mass produce rotary engine performance car and there really proud their rotary engine.Rotary eangines work using triangel shaped rotary instead of normal pistons, i can't tell you guy how they work because it's prety darn long. find the info on mazda.com. i realy want to buy want but my budget is set to less than 20k.My car choice for the moment will be classic eropean like Alfa junior of even a Triump.

First Break

2007-12-21T10:55:00.000-08:00

Yesterday was the first performance of the break dance crew and guess what the crew new name is.(BFC) Break For Christ........my guess that it would sound more like BreakDOWN for Christ. the performance didn't went as well in my part because my crew Eliot miss a step in a 3 step and both Paul and I look really bad on cart wheal, oh we still got 3 more to go so will polish it all the way to Pinang .

NICK AGAIN?

2007-12-20T09:30:00.001-08:00

HELLO people who are visiting my 2ND blog, yes i canceled my previous one because i thought i srewd it realy bad with the last one and i bloody hope this will work out. i have to give an intro since it is my first post.My name is NICK LAU KUOK KWANG. im living inKl-malaysia, im now 17 and living well.im realy single(sob/ouch) and i swear like hell , i go to the gym (if i find the bloody time),and im trying to find a job but im stuck Anyway that's intro . today at 6 pm ill be heading to church for my break dance performance and i'm not nurves because ill be doing it for times on diffrent dates, friday ,saturday ,sunday and tuesday. tuesday will be at P.Pinang and god help us because were the main event, and i thought our dance routine suck, but will be ok, as long as those PINANG BBOYS dont come laughing and pointing because we look like noobs on stage, but the good thing is were improving . alot, people who came for this year's V PARTY should come and judge by themself.anyway god bless us all to do a extreamly great job so we wont fill like the noobest B.TEAM out there.out.